What the bull shit intruded my life N spoiled my SIMPLE life?

I'm tired,I'm disappointed,I'm frustrated.....

All things gone bad.Y?

May this all due to my childish n simple minded,poor leadership as well.

Those complains or critiques were made me more mature n improved myself,i need to say thanks to U 1st.

Sry to say tat i'm x purposely to plan sumthing during the class,i have x time to plan out of the training time.That is too sudden to me when i received the msg frm them tat we need to plan a demo in 2 weeks.I just able to plan the 1st part.The drama part n the self defence is need to plan during we face to face n sumore at starting we x sure yet got how many members can join tis demo,we need to change when sum1 is joined in,apply sum suggestion or idea frm the members n even sirs as well.

I stopping u all halfway is hope u all can b alert n focusing,by the way,u all gave wat i expected.

U thought tat i jz wan to showoff my yeng?u knw wat kind of person r me?is it i'm the person who like to showoff?maybe we seldom communicate for long time so tat u forgot how m i d.

I'm forcing myself to b more confident to myself,try to talk infront of teammates,give command,shouting louder,as well as plan the whole set demo,finally i did it,but i think tat is much more to improve to get satisfactory level.

Perhaps I shld not to force myself to get tis responsibility because i x have tis ability n capacity,maybe i'm too selfish.I do by my own purpose,tat is wan to learn sum leadership n creative mind.But the conclusion is i spoiled my feelings,mood n my dignity.

Spoiled our relationship...I'm disappointed n regret.

Anyway,cheer up man!sustain all tis tough n leap over the obstacles ba.

Hope we all can perform well on sport day!

Hoeng,i'm lucky tat u r b there v me to plan tis demo.thanks tat u help me alot n listen to my nagging.Anyway,sustain these all tough for 2 days more,then we can relieve frm it.Gambateh!

2010 year~

It was busy since skul started,almoz every days need to stay back at skul 4 tutorial claz till 3:30pm,after reach home might feel so tired.

Everyday woke up on 4am to do sum revision then go jogging,tat's y during lesson i can feel very sleepy lo,no matter to stop exercise la,bcz i wan train up my six packs.wahahahaha.Sumore need to train up myself to face the MSSD taekwondo tournament!Muz fight well in tis laz MSSD,old d lo,bt some of them said tis year might open for the player who under 18 oly.huhu.Hope i can fight for tis laz MSSD la.

Duno wan to keep on involve in sparing section anot,bcz i had hurted so much,worry tat will suffer in my old age.Anyway,my target is SUKMA!hope tat i can fight in SUKMA,tat is an award to me.

The cuming soon sport day was created sum problems n trouble things to me,bcz we going to have a tkd demonstration on tat day,me n hoeng as seniors among them to guide them was a big trouble to us due to sum of them r x pay 100% attention on training.Tat was tough to train them to perform well,neat, n spirit.bcz we r x enof time to train,a sudden 'surprise' to us.

Gambateh ba!^^