What the bull shit intruded my life N spoiled my SIMPLE life?

I'm tired,I'm disappointed,I'm frustrated.....

All things gone bad.Y?

May this all due to my childish n simple minded,poor leadership as well.

Those complains or critiques were made me more mature n improved myself,i need to say thanks to U 1st.

Sry to say tat i'm x purposely to plan sumthing during the class,i have x time to plan out of the training time.That is too sudden to me when i received the msg frm them tat we need to plan a demo in 2 weeks.I just able to plan the 1st part.The drama part n the self defence is need to plan during we face to face n sumore at starting we x sure yet got how many members can join tis demo,we need to change when sum1 is joined in,apply sum suggestion or idea frm the members n even sirs as well.

I stopping u all halfway is hope u all can b alert n focusing,by the way,u all gave wat i expected.

U thought tat i jz wan to showoff my yeng?u knw wat kind of person r me?is it i'm the person who like to showoff?maybe we seldom communicate for long time so tat u forgot how m i d.

I'm forcing myself to b more confident to myself,try to talk infront of teammates,give command,shouting louder,as well as plan the whole set demo,finally i did it,but i think tat is much more to improve to get satisfactory level.

Perhaps I shld not to force myself to get tis responsibility because i x have tis ability n capacity,maybe i'm too selfish.I do by my own purpose,tat is wan to learn sum leadership n creative mind.But the conclusion is i spoiled my feelings,mood n my dignity.

Spoiled our relationship...I'm disappointed n regret.

Anyway,cheer up man!sustain all tis tough n leap over the obstacles ba.

Hope we all can perform well on sport day!

Hoeng,i'm lucky tat u r b there v me to plan tis demo.thanks tat u help me alot n listen to my nagging.Anyway,sustain these all tough for 2 days more,then we can relieve frm it.Gambateh!