Life?what is life?

Who creates life n world?

This is a confuse question.Y we must appear in tis ugly n 'fluctuating' world?

Sometime happy till flied high to the paradise,sometime suffer in sad or nervous till fallen to hell.

Is it hell is better than world?If life in hell,we just keep suffering n always on the bottom,unlike the 'fluctuating' mode in world much more suffer than hell.

If I were a tiny dust,I can stay at a place for long time in silent mode,x brain,x movement,x desire,x true or false,x stigma,x happy,x friends,x family n x life....

Once we did wrong,we cannot turn back,we just can go ahead to the deep whole that full v brambles,get stab by it but cant die...

Everytime go out I feel tat everyone is using a 'special' sight on me.Because I did many wrong things...Is it can be better soon?NO.once we did wrong,we will nvr back to the origin...

What to do next?wait,wait for a new life,suffer again,new life,suffer again.it will repeat n repeat...in a circulation....n never stop....