心情时常不好，不开心。
为什么？
我也不知道要从何说起。。
也许太多了吧。。
我很想开心地过活，
我一直地努力着，可是往往生活就是逆着我走。
只可以在朋友们的笑话里来个大笑或小笑。
之后也就是目无表情地过一天又一天，
一天一天地过去，也一天一天地增加了我的忧愁。

总是觉得自己什么都差，没一样出色，没点长进。。

我好怕面对我的将来，真想现在就是世界末日，

把我带到一个没有我，没有你，没有他，什么都没有的空白世界里。

我的世界太灰，太脏了，怎么抹，也抹不掉。。。。

Secret

I'm heard tis book long time ago,it is famous n popular last time,but now i only got the chance to reveal tis secret.

Well,why the author will talk about secret?wat kind of secret is it?

The secret tat would like to talk about is key to success.

what is the key or so called secret?

Is our mind~

In the book,mind defined as magnetic,

ur mind will attract all the things tat u r think by ur mind.

So,we must be always think positively,throw out all the negative mind so that we will success in the future.

Think positively!^^

王力宏 需要人陪 [完整版]

每当夜深人静时，听着哼着这首歌最有感觉

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚
更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑
我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退
這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪～

Loser

I'm wonder about the feel of wining,the feel of b the champion,the feel of b the 1st!

Anyone can tell me what is the key of success?what is the key of win???????

This kind of bad,disappointed,dissatisfying,sad,feel is coming back again,is exactly like b4,when i'm f4.Recall to that time,i'm start to involve myself in sparring intensive training,at the same time,i had took part in many competition,but lose,lose,lose n lose again.

That time,i told myself,kar lap,how come u can b suck like tis?y u alwaz b the loser?until i almost make the decision to quit tkd,but thx to a member that comfort me n inspire me,so that i have the energy to face all the problems,even is the continuous of lose,until i get my 1st medal.

Now,is the same problem again.I like to compare n compete v others,I like to b the 1st,th champion.But it make a lot of burden to myself,is stress.I'm almost getting crazy.

Last week i'm going to attend a competition at tarc,sure i'm aim for the sparring section,but is bad luck on me or the karma start happen on me?I nvr injured myself during exercising,but i did it last tuesday,it is the most serious tat i nvr hurt.I'm forced to give up sparring but choosed pomsae.

I thought pomsae is easier to get medal compare to sparing,but,i'm lose too.

I lose in my trial result oso,is far distance v the 2nd place n the 1st place,i'm damn sad,damn disappointed..........I'm loser?why i never WIN??????

*When u going to meet sum1 tat u love,u will b nervous n do sumthing stupid b4 go out frm the door like style up hair,wash face,check cloths,all those is hope can gif her a good impression,as well as care her?

*When u reach the place tat u dated up v her n at the 1st moment u saw her,ur heartbeat is uncontrollable accelerate,feeling hot n maybe sweating.

*When u start talk v her,u will b a bit impediment n duno wat to talk v her,when the conversation stop down,u will anxious,scare tat she will feel boring to stay v u until u forced urself to talked sumthing pointless or even idiot><

*When u saw her receiving call,u will keep on praying tat her parents x cuming soon so tat u can stay longer v her.

*When she need to leave,u will keep on looking at her back,far n far away,thousand of not willingness in ur mind until she get into car n out frm ur sight.

*When u on the way back n even after arrived home,every space or even a small split in ur brain is filled up by her face.

*Any1 can diagnose tat wat disease r me infected?Jade disease?haha><.

New life?

Is it a new life as usually we mean tat a newborn baby?

Can a current living human being to get their life to b new 1?

Definitely cant,bcz there is the consequence created by wat we have done,if u done good things,then we can award frm God,if we committed in sin?absolutely we will get punishment,tat is lifelong punishment which will spoil ur colorful life n bcome meaningless.

So pls,before u wan to make a decision,pls look b4 u leave,consider,consider,n consider again,make sure tat is x a bad thing tat will bring devastating to ur life,bcz once u committed,u will regret in ur whole life,n nvm get to repair it until it end.

Friends,rmb wat I told u,look b4 u leave,dun committed in any bad things or even sin,u will regret for ur coming days n never b END UNTIL U DIE~

Family Day

Is long time not go out v my family d.I'm very envy those who can have their family day every Sunday,tat is a chance for the family to knw each other more,n get closer.

Well,wat can i say now is i'm appreciate tat wat god had gave me,although is x so good,but frm another side to c it will b better.And I love my family^^muackz~blush....

World?

What is world?Who created tis world?Why we wan to born at here?

Why????????

Who can tell me about tat?every1 of us muz go through the process:birth,old,sick,die.

So,what for tat we live at tis world?At the end we will still die,after die,all things end,is meaningless what....

Is it sum1 wan to c monkey show tat's y created tis world to entertain them?

All i wan to knw.It all made me confuse....

Time

Time where is u?i cant c u properly

Time u r alwaz pass in a split of eyes

Time r alwaz hurry us to b busy

Time shld b manage properly,otherwise it will gone easily

Time alwaz made sum1 b crazily...@@

Teakwondo Sparing

Is long time didn't train v seniors d,laz Sunday was surprise tat many of them came to training,tat is amzing,like a team,long time didn't feel such feeling d.

But b frankly to say,nothing is absolutely good,y i say so is due to there is a cruel scene during the sparing section,tat is 3vs1~the pity victim zhen hao is really beat down by 3 girls v exhauted body after the fight,actually cant really say it as fight,but is game,a cruel game.haha.

After 3 or 4 rounds of such cruel game,zh seem like totally run out of energy,actually tis is special for girls request n zh oso obey n play v them.

I'm took part in sparing as well,tis time i can feel tat my performance really going downward,slow,powerless,skilless,n moz important is i'm still brainless,i still can't use my 'BRAIN' to fight well,it bring me to injuries.

Hesitate to make decision again,is it worth for me to keep contribute my mind n time in sparing?m i do not have the potential in sparing?will i improve n get wat i wan frm my sacrifice n contibution?......................

蕭亞軒-最熟悉的陌生人(KTV)

最熟悉的陌生人

Test finished~

I'm allow myself to b lazy today.just stay at home alone,i like it very much.^^

What to do at home?FB,blog,newspaper,drawing,watching~if i have my own car,i must go ahead to Sing K right now,but still early in the morning,sure x yet open.haha.nvr try b4 to sing alone.haha.

Tomorrow will going to SMK Maluri for demo training,tis time x only me n hoeng oly,other seniors joined us as well^^Although tis is just a short demo,around 6-7 minutes oly,but i hope we can perform our best n enjoy it too~gambateh^^

Good Afternoon seniors...

Ok,have ur sit..

Interview for Pre-U Juniors prefects just now for select out of them to holding post.

Well,some of them are confident n answer nicely n accurately to the point,sum of them r talk in low voice tat even cant hear properly.

Advice for them,they shld b confident infront the students,talk louder n straight to the points,x nonsense.

They shld use the given power in the proper way to assist teacher to control n guild students to follow the skul rules so tat our school can b in order.

Be brave to speak out ur unique ideas tat might improve Lembaga Pengawas.

This is the way tat u all can b contribute to our skul.

Good luck to u all n leave ur proud at this skul in these cuming days^^

Just now I saw a aunty around 50++ sit alone at the play ground when I'm waiting bird to cum fetch me go tuition.suddenly feel that she is lonely n she seem like wan to play like a kid but she control herself to not do that,because she is not kid anymore.

This scene made me a thought there,we shld do the right things at the right time.

When we r kid,we shld b naughty,playful,n innocence.

When r teenager,we shld to hardworking in academic n b youthful in healthy activities such as sports game,healthy social life(gai gai v frens),play hardly

When we r adult,we shld knw to start manage our everythings,earn money,meet a girl or boy fren.

When we r meet up v a idea life partner,then we can have our love product-our next generation under a eligible n well prepared condition,so tat we can gif our best to the nez generation n make them to b a good human being.

When we r old,we shld more stick to our life partner to compensate the time tat we r used it to busy in our jobs during our adult stage.Hold his or her hand to walk in the garden every morning to watch sun rise n evening to c sunset,is tat simple.

When we r going to leave tis world,ask ur beloved life partner to sit beside u,holding his or her hand n use the laz breath to say I LOVE YOU...N I'M HAPPY TO HAVE U V ME UNTIL THIS MOMENT....

We shld do tis all in the right time,if not there is x perfect n seem like very weird.Like how's the aunty tat i had mentioned...

I'm DEVIL

It proven by many frens r getting out frm my side.

Day by day,I'll lose all my frens.

I'm agree sum1 to said tat when u r getting old,u r less frens to b v u.

Now wat can I do?

when I''m sad,i can find my best fren to comfort me,tat is music

when I'm lonely n feel wan to get a hug,i can find my best partner,tat is my pillow

when i'm feeling cool at the nite,i x need to find sum1 to gif me warm,bcz i had my beloved blanket tat sew by my mom n accompany me for 11 years long.

when I'm boring,i can ride on my darling bicycle to go out hanging around.

when I'm angry i can find my so called girl fren-taekwondo to release my tempered by kicking targets.

I can live alone happily v the THINGS I had but x the complicated human beings,just do it.

Lazy day?~

I'm truancy today,bcz i'm so tired,i'm so regret,i'm so down~

I had x mood to do anything.

I just wan a chance to correct my fault,pls,give me 1 chance, pls let me to b a good guy.

I x wan to keep on like how is now,I wan back my FREEDOM,my DIGNITY.pls~

Pls let me go,let me get rid frm YOU.

YOU r my nightmare...

王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶』完整版MV全球網路大首播

～柴米油盐酱醋茶～

刚从‘面子书’看到这一部新MV，作曲：王力宏，作词：徐若瑄

导演：王力宏

柴米油盐酱醋茶，是指我们平日的所需品，是重要的，是必需的。

在这部MV里，我可以感受到爱就是我们的柴米油盐酱醋茶。

有了爱，所有的一切都变的美好。

爱能陪伴我们度过人生的每一个阶段—生，老，病，死。

遇到了所爱的另一半，彼此之间散发的爱就像那柴米油盐酱醋茶，让彼此点燃生活的色彩，

互相爱护，互相包容，互相容忍

就算是一杯平凡无味的白开水也会变的清甜

真所谓：‘有情饮水饱’哈哈

王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶』完整版MV全球網路大首播

～柴米油盐酱醋茶～

刚从‘面子书’看到这一部新MV，作曲：王力宏，作词：徐若瑄

导演：王力宏

柴米油盐酱醋茶，是指我们平日的所需品，是重要的，是必需的。

在这部MV里，我可以感受到爱就是我们的柴米油盐酱醋茶。

有了爱，所有的一切都变的美好。

遇到了所爱的另一半，彼此之间散发的爱就像那柴米油盐酱醋茶，让彼此点燃生活的色彩，

互相爱护，互相包容，互相容忍

就算是一杯平凡无味的白开水也会变的清甜

真所谓：‘有情饮水饱’哈哈

Taman Ehsan Bulan Kecergasan-Taekwondo Demonstration

Another demonstration,2nd demo in tis year,it made me to think back laz demo at MPS stadium,i had paid my time,my effort,n my friendship~

Let's talk about optimistic thing,bcz every cloud has a silver lining,even though i had lost many frens,but there is a hint to me to let myself knw tat many defects on my personality,so tat i can try to change,if x able to change?wat to do?try to avoid frm population contact,so tat minimize any sad things to b happening.

This demo is a bit different to compare v laz few demo,bcz there r involving new juniors,i jz can say well done to them,they r so serious during training,they r improved a lot in tis demo^^clap for their concentration n seriousness.BRAVO!!

As usual,tis demo start v basic performance tat handle by our new juniors,wat can i comment is EXCELLENT^^

2nd part of demo is fall on me n hoeng,Koryo v taekwondo sticks,new things tat we ever try b4.at tis part,i cant gif any comment bcz i oso duno how is it.haha.wait u to left comment.^^

3rd part is self-defend,perform by the seniors of juniors,haha,tat mean green belt above.

They r charng rong,guan ming n.....lazy to list out all.haha.

erm,bad comments frm our sirs,nvm,atleast they had tried their best.^^

4th part,me n hoeng using taekwondo sticks to perform a fighting scene.

last part of the demo,blanks breaking!^^

I think most probably this is the last demo in this skul v my in-schooler identity.

A big part of my life is Taekwondo,I start join Taekwondo club when i'm f1,actually is standard 5 i started to learn Tkd.A coincident to let me back to tkd,tat is a demonstration on Sport day,I still can rmb tat demo was a very fantastic demo,i saw a guy flying on air to break a 3 person height blank,I'm attracted by tis scene,n i was made decision to join tmn ehsan tkd club,as the flying man tat i mentioned jznw most probably is zhen hao.haha.

Tkd changed my life,if x tkd,i have no current achievement,maybe worse than the me tat ever join tkd.

After joined tkd,i met a lot of frens n sirs.After join tkd,i went n involve in many competiotion,Nasional junior,was the 1st national lever competition tat i went when i'm f4,thx to sir Tan Soon Keat to gif me tis chance n paid his effort,time n money to train me b4 going 4 tis competition,every saturday he need to sacrifice his sweetdream to bring me n me teammate to go menjalara park jogging to train up our stamina n muscle.He had gave me many things,i'm proud n appreciate to met this good sir.At here i wan to say THANKS to him.

What i wan to say nw is i'm very enjoy n i very rmb every scene in the 1st national junior competition tat i went although i was KO by a strong opponent on my 2nd ronud but i still enjoy n satisfy,bcz outside the ring i can hear the loud cheer v tear voice frm my teammates,it is worth although i was beat down by my opponent......

Until tdy,i had went for many competiton v my teammate,i alwaz lose but i have my teammate to cheer me up,so tat i can stay n fite until nw,thx to my teammate:white,loong,yv,hoeng,shinyin,hongwang,tanjing,munseng.we r so called balai elite team.hehe^^

At the end,i wan to say:I LOVE TAEKWONDO!!!!!!!!n i'll stay in tkd,keep on training^^

2007 Christmas Eve at Soon Keat's house

2008 Balai crazy members=p

2010 Kepong Baru Tournament

2010 Gotong Royong at skul v new members^^

Yen ven's 2008 Birthday celebration at Balai

2008 After National Junior weight in,time square

2010 Sin ying's Birthday

Priscilla's Apartment Demonstration

2009 SWIP,1st time get medal in such 'higher' level competiton

2008 Selangor Invitation

2009 TAR college invitation

2008 MSSD

2008 Gewin

2009 Dynamic Invitation

2009 MSSD

2010 MBW Pomsae competition at Kheow Bin

2010 Gua Tempurung Trip

2009 Party

Swimming^^

during sprinting section

Usually after claz we got yam cha section for cui sui.haha

Body structure musical band

tough training

enjoy training^^

End~

Band 3

MUET exam's result was out few days ago.

I'm still considering whether wan to re-sit it to get better band anot,wat's things tat made me to consider for getting higher band is MY FUTURE~

Every days is a new day,tdy after woke up,i lie on my bed to consider tis matter again,i had made the decision,tat is i will re-sit for MUET.

I don wan to regret on my future bcz of my LOW BAND,we shld appreciate the chance tat we have,nw is 1 more chance for me to retake to get better result,i shld appreciate n work it v my hardworking.

Atleast i had try my best n appreciate the chance,i'll nvr regret if i fail to do it.

Not oly we wait for the chance cum infront us,in our life,we shld b aggressive,we shld make the chance for us,but x the chance to make us,so tat we can live without any regret^^